Mar 23, 2004 21:47
Yayyyyyyy Merrissa is finally back!!!
okay to sum it up..I was gone for a week when i was really only supposed to be gone 5 days. that really pissed me off. joeys car was all fuked sooooooo it was an extra 2 days...
Sorry kelc if u read this..
but Uhhhhh anyone whos planning on going to oregon anytime soon...DONT. stay home. its not worth it. Nothing is in oregon. its shit. its absolutely gorgeous..but its shit. that was the most awkward trip ive ever been on. i missed my friends and my bf more then ever...I even missed Monterey in general. i was sooo happy to get home. so happy. and ash came over 2 seconds after me walkin in the door so that was cool. i hadnt seen her in days. we were playing with the kitties...I THOUGHT THEY WERE GONE. but they were in my moms closet.
soo im at jose's. i missed him alot...
i need to go shopping. i have a bunch of shit i wanna get. BUT TOMARROW IM GONNA GET MY BAG IVE BEEN WANTING FOR FUCKIN 39857235987 DAYS..
its at this old lady store at the wharf...
i wanna get drunk badly..i was high for 6 days in a row. and that wasnt even fun. so now cant u see how bad it was? even stoned i wasnt having any fun...Oregon kjids are fucking weird. there so different from cali people man..I now have officially realized i will NEVER LIVE IN A SMALL TOWN, I WILL NEVER LIVE IN A HICK FUCKIN STATE...I need city life. thats just me. LA...Frisco...i will live in those 2 places sometime in my life.
i thought about so much shit on the way over here...too much maybe. i gotta get it out tho. bleh. its shit we know needs to be said but i never is. confusing. thats what i am i guess. i dont know.
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dot dot...
die....
im jsut happy to be home. oregon sucked.
peace out
maybe its stuff thats been thought of before. that was never said. its stuff i know...i just need to hear it. i wish i could forget. i wish i didnt bother me so much. im there. its just..i dont know. im getting insecure and its fuckin lame. i never used to be this way...
fuck it.
''EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE ALRIGHT''