God's intervention
So the past couple of weeks I have learned quite a bit about something that I already sorta knew about.
I was kinda worried the other night when I went to the bar with an old friend. I knew that his best friend would show up, even though I don't necessarily care to talk to this person.
It feels wrong to actually harbor feelings of complete dislike for someone. Not that I had not forgiven this person for the wrong they had done in my life, but apparently I have not forgiven them as much as I had thought.
For months I had tried to merge with this person, listening to their life and all the lies that they had thought would win me over. On the night that I was to fully intrust my heart to this person god stepped in, and I truly believe that he did. The other person involved, with the man that I had thought to trust has had more to deal with than I would have ever thought. Worrysome deal is that from what I see it cost them more than what it had cost me.
I want to give this woman strength in her recent ordeal, in the hopes that they can fully recover from this venture. Even with all the negative energy that came my way from this person due to the lies that this guy had spoken into her ear dealing with me, but still......
Domestic Violence is nothing that is funny to talk about. Well not really anyway. Jokes are always everywhere about the two black eyes etc. Still. This type of person that I talk about is one of these everyday guys that likes to make a person believe that they are god's gift to women. The savior of our hearts, when in reality it's like the story the preacher speaks about the devil coming to earth speaking the words from the bible and then in reality it is him in disguise.
Right now I am at a fork in the road with this deal. Am I to remain silent and keep out of the situation? Life teaches me to let things unfold, but there is another party involved that could also become very injured from these actions of which I told you of earlier. Do I warn this person of what may be to come? Especially since there are little ones involved....Hmmm I just don't know.
Really, I had not given this person any thought in months. I love Derek with all my heart and feel blessed with they way god has had my life played out over these years. Life will always happen for a reason, even when we don't like what happens it will.
Finding yourself is something we should all do, if we don't feel purpose in our lives.
I don't know. I will think it over for awhile and see how god places things in my life. I know that he will make things how they should be.
Anyway I love you all, and have a great end to the weekend everyone.
I was kinda worried the other night when I went to the bar with an old friend. I knew that his best friend would show up, even though I don't necessarily care to talk to this person.
It feels wrong to actually harbor feelings of complete dislike for someone. Not that I had not forgiven this person for the wrong they had done in my life, but apparently I have not forgiven them as much as I had thought.
For months I had tried to merge with this person, listening to their life and all the lies that they had thought would win me over. On the night that I was to fully intrust my heart to this person god stepped in, and I truly believe that he did. The other person involved, with the man that I had thought to trust has had more to deal with than I would have ever thought. Worrysome deal is that from what I see it cost them more than what it had cost me.
I want to give this woman strength in her recent ordeal, in the hopes that they can fully recover from this venture. Even with all the negative energy that came my way from this person due to the lies that this guy had spoken into her ear dealing with me, but still......
Domestic Violence is nothing that is funny to talk about. Well not really anyway. Jokes are always everywhere about the two black eyes etc. Still. This type of person that I talk about is one of these everyday guys that likes to make a person believe that they are god's gift to women. The savior of our hearts, when in reality it's like the story the preacher speaks about the devil coming to earth speaking the words from the bible and then in reality it is him in disguise.
Right now I am at a fork in the road with this deal. Am I to remain silent and keep out of the situation? Life teaches me to let things unfold, but there is another party involved that could also become very injured from these actions of which I told you of earlier. Do I warn this person of what may be to come? Especially since there are little ones involved....Hmmm I just don't know.
Really, I had not given this person any thought in months. I love Derek with all my heart and feel blessed with they way god has had my life played out over these years. Life will always happen for a reason, even when we don't like what happens it will.
Finding yourself is something we should all do, if we don't feel purpose in our lives.
I don't know. I will think it over for awhile and see how god places things in my life. I know that he will make things how they should be.
Anyway I love you all, and have a great end to the weekend everyone.