Birthday
Well everything went well with my Birthday last night. Even though Derek could not be there, it still was another night to remember. The friends, the food, the dinner and the evening walk made the night seem just about perfect. Of course I have my brother's, Shelley etc to thank for most of it.
Essentially we all went to the Martini Bar in Brighton. Had a couple drinks, some good food and then took a nice walk around the mill pond with a small amount of ice cream for dessert. Of course the mill pond has not changed much, but still it was nice with the Livingston county orchestra playing in the background. Reminding us all of the days in band, and how how much has changed over the years.
One thing I did not expect yesterday was to talk with Danielle. Some people don't understand that I do still love her as she was very close to me and care for her as well. (the two do go together you know) It's something that is hard to explain. It's like being in love with someone, but walking away. Because in your heart you know that you will never be able to live up to their dreams for their life. Sacrifice somethings in life, but always keep the dream alive that is in your heart. Otherwise you will regret and then that just leads to trouble.
Hmm what else. . . .going to see my grandfather on Saturday. My grandmother is very tired lately, and my grandfather now has Bone Cancer so I do pray even more that everything will be ok. My sisters and I are taking my father to the race on Sunday so that is something else that I greatly look forward to.
But anyway I wish everyone the best as always, and love everyone as I always have.
Essentially we all went to the Martini Bar in Brighton. Had a couple drinks, some good food and then took a nice walk around the mill pond with a small amount of ice cream for dessert. Of course the mill pond has not changed much, but still it was nice with the Livingston county orchestra playing in the background. Reminding us all of the days in band, and how how much has changed over the years.
One thing I did not expect yesterday was to talk with Danielle. Some people don't understand that I do still love her as she was very close to me and care for her as well. (the two do go together you know) It's something that is hard to explain. It's like being in love with someone, but walking away. Because in your heart you know that you will never be able to live up to their dreams for their life. Sacrifice somethings in life, but always keep the dream alive that is in your heart. Otherwise you will regret and then that just leads to trouble.
Hmm what else. . . .going to see my grandfather on Saturday. My grandmother is very tired lately, and my grandfather now has Bone Cancer so I do pray even more that everything will be ok. My sisters and I are taking my father to the race on Sunday so that is something else that I greatly look forward to.
But anyway I wish everyone the best as always, and love everyone as I always have.