How can I fight for someone who isn't even there?
Bought: envelopes, writing paper, magazines, sketch pad, engineered Levis.
On hold: safety pins, pens, sunglasses, Independent trucks, red All Stars, Absolut Mandarin.
Tomorrow is another night, another party. I haven't been sleeping and I'm anxious. These summer days are taking their slow toll. At times I'm so here and otherwise I'm not. It doesn't help that I miss him like fuck.
I feel like an outsider. Everyone here is either pregnant or already has kids. Girls, girls. I'm in no hurry to grow up like them. Even though they're younger. Younger.
Name. Rank. Serial No.
I know I've mentioned that I miss him but I do. And repeating myself doesn't make it any better. I'm out of reach and underscored. Candles burning into this opium laden air.
On hold: safety pins, pens, sunglasses, Independent trucks, red All Stars, Absolut Mandarin.
Tomorrow is another night, another party. I haven't been sleeping and I'm anxious. These summer days are taking their slow toll. At times I'm so here and otherwise I'm not. It doesn't help that I miss him like fuck.
I feel like an outsider. Everyone here is either pregnant or already has kids. Girls, girls. I'm in no hurry to grow up like them. Even though they're younger. Younger.
Name. Rank. Serial No.
I know I've mentioned that I miss him but I do. And repeating myself doesn't make it any better. I'm out of reach and underscored. Candles burning into this opium laden air.