to clarify
i have so many entries about school.
i've considered deleting them all
but i guess its a true depiction of what's running through my head.
i had a freaking breakdown this weekend.
i have dug a hole so deep
that getting out is proving to be a near impossible task.
i can't believe i thought that i could waste my life away
on peanut butter sandwiches and the world wide web
when i've got 4 APs on my plate.
so. fucking. stupid of me.
i hope i turn things around this time,
just like i promised i would the last ten million times.
so school, despite being the topic of almost every entry,
has not been my focus for the past several months.
to be quite honest,
i've never had so much fun in all my life.
so the next entry shall be a picture extravaganza
of everything that i have failed to mention.
i've considered deleting them all
but i guess its a true depiction of what's running through my head.
i had a freaking breakdown this weekend.
i have dug a hole so deep
that getting out is proving to be a near impossible task.
i can't believe i thought that i could waste my life away
on peanut butter sandwiches and the world wide web
when i've got 4 APs on my plate.
so. fucking. stupid of me.
i hope i turn things around this time,
just like i promised i would the last ten million times.
so school, despite being the topic of almost every entry,
has not been my focus for the past several months.
to be quite honest,
i've never had so much fun in all my life.
so the next entry shall be a picture extravaganza
of everything that i have failed to mention.