BOY DRAMA
So the thing that's ticking me off real bad is Eddie.
He says I destroyed him and used him.
Let's take a look..... Me and him been friends for about 7 years and he wanted to date me. I never wanted to cus we were such good friends. He alwyas asked and said it would work. Fianlly I decided too. I was at a point thinknig maybe he'd help me forget some old crushes and I'd keep my mind clear. He didn't. I couldn't stand that and I felt like I was hurting the ones I still loved and were not over. I was like I can't kiss him cus I feell ike I'd be letting myself down and my ones I love cus it felt like cheating or sumthing? My oath was to not doing anything. Even if it meant 4 or 5 months still from now.
I didn't kiss Eddie (This week, Tues, Wednes and Thurs). I only held his hand once, and only gave him friend-hugs. We talked on the phone a bit, but that's all. Boy you need to fucking grow up! Be a damn man!
I tell my friends of what I should do and they say I had good intentions and that the way I am treating Eddie is like a friend. I should end it and it's not the positive way either. They were joking about like, "Your not gonna kiss him for 4 months" and stuff. I can't or have the drive too. But at the same time, some nameless perosn over hears this and tells him I'm using him and doesn't it was my friends trying to convince me what was wrong and right! Bitches need to don't get in my business!
So finally Eddie and I talk and I kinda let him know how i feel and he claims I was using him. WTF? What did i use you for?? Uhhh nothing??? He's destroyed, he claims he doesn't know me anymore, and he can't trust me. I told him from day one, I only like you as a friend, but NOOOOOO, he wants to be girlfriend/boyfriend.
Honestly what did I do wrong? Giving him a chance and when I saw it wouldn't work out, end it? Or do nothing with him? Boys and there fucking drama! I don't even date high school obys, so I dunno why I even considered it!
Oh yeah, we were going out for 3 days! But sumhow I destroyed him, sorry that I don't have the same feelings! In those 3 days. He knew I just wanted to be friends but insisted more. And when I told him to get over it and suck it up, he say's FUCK YOU.
I'm not sad or hurt, I'm still in love with someone else and its just stupid for sumone to be mad that its not them!
Goes to show who ppl turely are, but whatever, enough with this stupid high school DRAMA, brin gon the ROTC ones! LOL.
He says I destroyed him and used him.
Let's take a look..... Me and him been friends for about 7 years and he wanted to date me. I never wanted to cus we were such good friends. He alwyas asked and said it would work. Fianlly I decided too. I was at a point thinknig maybe he'd help me forget some old crushes and I'd keep my mind clear. He didn't. I couldn't stand that and I felt like I was hurting the ones I still loved and were not over. I was like I can't kiss him cus I feell ike I'd be letting myself down and my ones I love cus it felt like cheating or sumthing? My oath was to not doing anything. Even if it meant 4 or 5 months still from now.
I didn't kiss Eddie (This week, Tues, Wednes and Thurs). I only held his hand once, and only gave him friend-hugs. We talked on the phone a bit, but that's all. Boy you need to fucking grow up! Be a damn man!
I tell my friends of what I should do and they say I had good intentions and that the way I am treating Eddie is like a friend. I should end it and it's not the positive way either. They were joking about like, "Your not gonna kiss him for 4 months" and stuff. I can't or have the drive too. But at the same time, some nameless perosn over hears this and tells him I'm using him and doesn't it was my friends trying to convince me what was wrong and right! Bitches need to don't get in my business!
So finally Eddie and I talk and I kinda let him know how i feel and he claims I was using him. WTF? What did i use you for?? Uhhh nothing??? He's destroyed, he claims he doesn't know me anymore, and he can't trust me. I told him from day one, I only like you as a friend, but NOOOOOO, he wants to be girlfriend/boyfriend.
Honestly what did I do wrong? Giving him a chance and when I saw it wouldn't work out, end it? Or do nothing with him? Boys and there fucking drama! I don't even date high school obys, so I dunno why I even considered it!
Oh yeah, we were going out for 3 days! But sumhow I destroyed him, sorry that I don't have the same feelings! In those 3 days. He knew I just wanted to be friends but insisted more. And when I told him to get over it and suck it up, he say's FUCK YOU.
I'm not sad or hurt, I'm still in love with someone else and its just stupid for sumone to be mad that its not them!
Goes to show who ppl turely are, but whatever, enough with this stupid high school DRAMA, brin gon the ROTC ones! LOL.