Who knows anymore?
I know that every couple has their problems and issues.. but ours never end. We'll be okay after having talked about some things, but only for a short while. I think I've been pretty good in not trying to control.. but who knows.
I'm getting more concerned with Katy and I actually lasting. I know that Bob has her computer, and that's why she comes over so much to do homework, which I understand, but tonight, she didn't have any homework, and still didn't come to bed. It seems as though she's lost her desire for me, physically, but emotionally only worsens over time. She can't sleep next to me anymore, so she stays up on the computer, or leaves for her house three hours earlier than what was originally planned. We don't cuddle as often as we used to, don't smile as often as we used to, and don't have sex much anymore. It feels as though her desires are fading, but that her mind is trying to tell her to keep me around. I don't know what's going on anymore and I don't feel much like talking everything out with her. It only works for a short period, and then goes right back to what it was before. People can't change who they are, nor should they have to. We have so many stupid problems...
I'm getting more concerned with Katy and I actually lasting. I know that Bob has her computer, and that's why she comes over so much to do homework, which I understand, but tonight, she didn't have any homework, and still didn't come to bed. It seems as though she's lost her desire for me, physically, but emotionally only worsens over time. She can't sleep next to me anymore, so she stays up on the computer, or leaves for her house three hours earlier than what was originally planned. We don't cuddle as often as we used to, don't smile as often as we used to, and don't have sex much anymore. It feels as though her desires are fading, but that her mind is trying to tell her to keep me around. I don't know what's going on anymore and I don't feel much like talking everything out with her. It only works for a short period, and then goes right back to what it was before. People can't change who they are, nor should they have to. We have so many stupid problems...