I WANT TO LIVE THIS WAY.
To be honest with you, I think the future simply just has to be. It’s not that I’m being reckless about it or anything, I’ve always disliked things like planning ahead, or predicting or setting goals.
If for example you know when your life is going to end, you’ll probably more or less figure out what sort of things you want to do before then and start taking it easy, but you never know what would happen in reality, and there’s an overwhelmingly few number of people who do live out their lives exactly as they had planned.
Ninomiya Kazunari.