Sometimes I hate the internet.

Sep 29, 2010 11:11

I obviously don't hate you people on it, but I hate how I've become so dependent on it to communicate. I'm really starting to get scared that it's inhibiting me in real life. I know I'm already inhibited (I have Asperger's, as some of you know), but I'm afraid that it's going to ruin my relationships with people I know in real life.

I really, really wish I could prove to those important people how much I love them. I wish people didn't think I wasn't listening to them just because I wasn't looking directly at them. I wish I could help people who mean everything to me actually realize that they do.

I want to be a better friend. I just...want to know what I always do wrong.

life: friendship, life: asperger's syndrome

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