FIC MASTERLIST
i lost myself, ryan ross/brendon urie, 16,222 words, pg-13 (for bandombigbang)
Seven hours later, sleep-drunk and with aching fingertips, Ryan can still see the makeup smudged messily around Brendon’s face and eyes.
on your trigger, z berg/ryan ross, 1,311 words, nc-17 (for kink_bingo "gun play")
There’s no push and pull of power - it’s not his, even though it could be.
perception, z berg/alex greenwald, 1,733 words, r (for kink_bingo "sensation play")
For a moment there’s a sharp inhale from Alex, like he has something to say but the words are stuck in his throat, maybe - instead of speaking, he turns his face against Z’s thigh, high enough for her breath to hitch in her throat.
all belong, brendon/ryan/keltie, 9,821 words, pg-13
She imagined as a younger girl and even as a teenager what it would be like to learn she's pregnant - the word “fuzzy” comes to mind. It was always an accident when she daydreamed, but it was always a happy accident.
can fit two people, ryan/alex greenwald, 4,527 words, pg-13
“You can stay longer if you want,” Ryan murmurs. It sounds fuzzy between the blur of his brain and the loud, chirping cicadas, but he can tell Alex hears him.
can we play your game?, brendon/keltie, 5,305 words, nc-17
Between on-stage and off-stage, the only person who changes is Brendon. Ryan’s talked about how he feels different, like he’s putting on a mask and washing it off after every show, but Keltie figures it must all be internal for him - Brendon literally and visibly becomes a different person.
i must belong somewhere, brendon/audrey/keltie, 1,858 words, r
Six months after Brendon moves in, he and Keltie walk down block after block with duct tape instead of staples, sticking up roommate requests. It’s a shitty apartment but it’s one of the cheapest, with just enough room for three (as long as everyone is willing to sacrifice a little personal space) - they’re expecting another practically broke, desperate tenant. They’re not expecting Audrey Kitching.
the dream hatchery, brendon/dusty (erin maxick), 871 words, pg
The wooden floor barely peeks out from beneath layers of Persian carpet, and half of the people inside are barefoot. Two women are sitting cross-legged on the floor in flower-printed skirts and loosened corsets - Brendon nearly walks out, uncomfortable in his sneakers and t-shirt compared to everyone else.
perpetual motion, brendon/jon, ryan/brendon, 1,480 words, pg-13
brendon's curled around jon, head nestled into his neck like he's done to all of them countless times before. ryan's heartbeat jumps in his throat, though - he can see the bumps of jon's knuckles under brendon's thin t-shirt at the small of his back, how he tilts his head, eyes closed, to let brendon's swollen bottom lip brush over his pulse at the base of his throat.
master post for 50 themed sentences, all combinations of brendon/ryan/keltie, ~2,750 words total, ranges from pg to nc-17 (clearly marked)
they all sleep over at spencer's house the day before, so they can celebrate together, but everyone passes out before midnight except brendon - he keeps a close eye on the bright green digital numbers of the alarm clock until they spell out 12:00, and he wakes ryan up with 19 barely-there kisses, one for each year.
mar 07 09 (for
we_are_cities), brendon/keltie, 312 words, PG
his heartbeat is a calming contrast to the feeling of movement, and even though it's not completely steady she feels like she could dance to it.
feb 24 09 (for
we_are_cities), ryan/brendon, 140 words, PG
"kiss me," brendon says, and it doesn't feel wrong because he's smiling.
feb 21 09 (for
we_are_cities), ryan/keltie, 234 words, PG
it takes six months on the sleeping pills before she can breathe easy again, and even then she doesn't stop taking them.
to help me believe, brendon/ryan, ryan/keltie, 630 words, pg-13
Just before she crawls into bed, Keltie sends Ryan a text message with a single, simple heart. The phone buzzes in his pocket against the inside of Brendon's thigh, Ryan's hips between his spread legs.
come together, brendon/ryan/keltie, ~2,700 words, pg
It's different when Brendon decides he's fallen in love with Keltie, too. He's happy spooned up against Ryan's back in their bunk, but he's not completely happy, like he used to be. There's something scarily similar to emptiness that settles in his stomach at night.
last updated: 04/04/12