today has been like no other
every since my injury has happened everything seems to have gone downhill from my grades to my friends to sum it up my life has been one big bust. i let my team down, i let myself down and now ive let everyone else down. ive been down and cant seem to pick myself up, im just not myself nemore all because the only thing that i really care about was taken away from me just because my leg is messed up. when i went out on that field everything went away and now im left to think about everything thats been going on because my busy schedule has been cleared due to this stupid accident. now, its like i notice all the little things, my friends are so different, and i feel like im not apart of that group ive been for so long. i hate all the drama, and everyone thrives on it, it makes me sick so many people base their lives around it. im sick of it all, the work the lack of appreciation from certain "higher powers" that think because they hold a book that decides where u will go they can rule the world without thought.maybe i realize all this because ive changed, my style of music isnt the same the way i dress or even my personality...i dont feel right anymore. i dont feel whole.