on the phone, long long distance, always with such strong resistance...
it's probably not a good thing that being awake at quarter after five feels so normal.
my mother will be here in eight hours, and I still haven't cleaned my room, much less packed. I'm excited to be going home and seeing everyone, but also a little apprehensive about it. I'm afraid it's going to be awkward, and I really don't want it to be.
I got very little accomplished today - I went to my short story class this morning, went to pizza hut with matt & nelson (and promptly lost my appetite the minute my food came - I haven't been able to eat anything since without throwing up and I don't know why), and came back to an empty, quiet room because paris had already left. I wasn't feeling well, so I thought I'd take a nap for an hour or two, and ended up sleeping for six hours! I had only had seven hours of sleep in the past two days, so I guess I needed it, but now I'm completely awake...I'll probably just stay up till my mom gets here, then sleep in the car. ugh.
eeeeek, matt just IMd me saying there's a prowler at his house (again)! scary. I'd be hiding under my bed, seriously.
there are lots of good shows coming up:
tegan & sara at home on friday, hot hot heat sometime soon after we're back from break, electric six is coming back in january or february, I forget which, and xiu xiu is going to be here december 2. rad.
agh, enough stalling. time to clean my room/pack my bags/clean out Bowie's bowl/try to eat something because my stomach is complaining.
my mother will be here in eight hours, and I still haven't cleaned my room, much less packed. I'm excited to be going home and seeing everyone, but also a little apprehensive about it. I'm afraid it's going to be awkward, and I really don't want it to be.
I got very little accomplished today - I went to my short story class this morning, went to pizza hut with matt & nelson (and promptly lost my appetite the minute my food came - I haven't been able to eat anything since without throwing up and I don't know why), and came back to an empty, quiet room because paris had already left. I wasn't feeling well, so I thought I'd take a nap for an hour or two, and ended up sleeping for six hours! I had only had seven hours of sleep in the past two days, so I guess I needed it, but now I'm completely awake...I'll probably just stay up till my mom gets here, then sleep in the car. ugh.
eeeeek, matt just IMd me saying there's a prowler at his house (again)! scary. I'd be hiding under my bed, seriously.
there are lots of good shows coming up:
tegan & sara at home on friday, hot hot heat sometime soon after we're back from break, electric six is coming back in january or february, I forget which, and xiu xiu is going to be here december 2. rad.
agh, enough stalling. time to clean my room/pack my bags/clean out Bowie's bowl/try to eat something because my stomach is complaining.