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somehow I got an 85 on the lit exam I took on two hours of sleep after an incredibly drunken halloween. the essay was perfect. if only I could pull that stuff off in math...
the only things really cheering me up today are mates of state and cranberry apple raspberry juice, which I got because there was no pink lemonade - it was a good discovery. other than that, today is no good. someone calling for ron interrupted my slumber - bastard. napping is a sacred ritual and should not be interrupted for wrong numbers. damn.
the world is going to hell. I wish I could jump out of the handbasket, but so far I've been unsuccessful. I'm not very good at disconnection, apparently, which is not an admirable quality in the least.
I was reminded last night of "others" from I Heart Huckabees - how a person can have an "other," like their other half. I miss Kelly so much. Texas feels like it's lightyears away and Christmas feels even farther. and even though she's only four hours away, Heather doesn't feel any closer, and neither does Thanksgiving. I hate that the only time I definitely get to see people is the holidays.
honestly, I'm so glad I have Matt up here - things would be even worse, otherwise.
the only things really cheering me up today are mates of state and cranberry apple raspberry juice, which I got because there was no pink lemonade - it was a good discovery. other than that, today is no good. someone calling for ron interrupted my slumber - bastard. napping is a sacred ritual and should not be interrupted for wrong numbers. damn.
the world is going to hell. I wish I could jump out of the handbasket, but so far I've been unsuccessful. I'm not very good at disconnection, apparently, which is not an admirable quality in the least.
I was reminded last night of "others" from I Heart Huckabees - how a person can have an "other," like their other half. I miss Kelly so much. Texas feels like it's lightyears away and Christmas feels even farther. and even though she's only four hours away, Heather doesn't feel any closer, and neither does Thanksgiving. I hate that the only time I definitely get to see people is the holidays.
honestly, I'm so glad I have Matt up here - things would be even worse, otherwise.