..hmmm....
all of this shit that is going through my head all the damn time is really upsetting me now.
i want to say/do something about it, but i feel its pointless. therefore its better to keep my mouth shut.
i want to show you that i like you... but its too damn hard, i get all locked up inside, more than i have with any other guy.
i think im going to give up. it hurts too much.
All I want is one guy
who would prove to me
that they're not all the same
<3