WHY

[16wilted_roses]

ok so i as you know i dont live with my 'family' so neway i go over there today n i saw my moms face, dude she got fucked up and down for that matter, she is gonna run into the wrong person at the wrong time a their worst day of their lives and she is going to end up dead, i know it, im so scared for my mothers life its not funny, i wish i knew how to make her stop doing what she does and i wish i knew how to fix all her problems and give her back her dignity, but i dont and i cant and i hate it, i wish there was something i could do for her.....ughhh this aint the first time ive seem her face swolled like she fuck gained 104rt80450048503 pounds, and im pretty sure it aint the last, ive seen her with her face way fucked up all swolled and broken and black and blue, and i hate it, i dont understand how she can allow herself to be that kind of person, to take that kind of abuse, how she can step down so low to sell herself, and be ok with it, think she is doing it for a good reason, well i hate to disappoint her but there is no good reason for that, its nothing but stupidity and its nasty as hell too, ughh i hate feeling this way, ive tried to keep it in but i just couldnt, ughh what the hell am i suppoed to do???
~a very broken rose