umf..

[16shadows]

so. we have internet and a four day weekend. i've been having fun, but there are still a few thing i'm not happy with: first, the computer has no sound right now (not sure why.. something about not agreeing with it's sound card, or not having one.. meh), and, also, parents. jasminka is not exactly understanding of the whole reason ana and i wanted

Comments

[anonymous]

Well, you know what your mother is thinking! Perhaps you are spending more time than you realize on the computer. You do seem to be obsessing about the internet connection, etc. You might try just emailing Virginia and not worry so much about chatting real time. Hope everything else is going well. Enjoy your long weekend. Love, Guess Who

Internet

[anonymous]

Hi Mandy,
It's first time that I write to you. But I just have to do it. Think over is it the truth what you said about Jasminka and about Internet?
Milan

Re: Internet

[16shadows]

ahhh.. it's the way i see it. the internet is most used by ana and myself as a means of communication: i update my livejournal, post pictures up for those who care to see, read email, and try to talk to plenty of people online, because i don't exactly talk to them every day. ana does the same, save the journal update thing.
as for jasminka, i am aware she's not like that all the time. and i can understand her wanting me to get off the computer after a while. but she was in a bad mood, and that helped, i guess. even my parents would let me stay online for maybe just 15 more minutes to talk to someone i hadn't seen in around 3 1/2 months. jasminka wasn't willing to give at all. that's being extremely strict in my book, considering her attitude towards dance clubs, parties, and the like.

Re: Internet

[anonymous]

Simply you don't want to see, what you don't want to see. I don't want to polemize with you about mean of communication, but think over, are you willing to give at all too? And try to talk with real people, and not just with your cyber-friends. For example, try first with.... Jasminka! She doesn't deserve comment like this.
Milan

Re: Internet

[16shadows]

the times when i want to talk to my "cyber friends" are not always times when the "real people" are available or awake. and i do talk to people offline. i talk to ana a lot, obviously, and i listen to jasminka when she's in a good mood and is talking to me, and i just talked with alex the whole way home from school just now.
as for being willing to give, i've gotten offline before 23.00 these past two days without complaint. trust me, if you ask my parents, that's giving..
jasminka was in a bad mood, i guess. that being the case, she wasn't willing to give at all, when i wanted just a little longer to talk to my friend. i'm aware that this is not always the case. i'm sorry about this type of comment, and i wish i had no cause to post it, but the whole situation really bothered me, and this livejournal isn't just for news, it's also a true tagebuch - my feelings belong in it, and this is how i feel about the situation. i certainly don't not like jasmina as a person, but her attitude towards my request was something i didn't like.