read this. now.
For those of you who already read the entry from Saturday, this is an apology and an amendment for the second paragraph, about not speaking deutsch. I guess I made it sound like it’s ana’s fault that I still speak English with everyone. Which is not the case. Ana’s been very, very patient with me, and what I wrote in the last entry was enough to make her tell me so. Her speaking English with me was the result of me speaking german with her, not the other way around.
Right now I’m feeling extremely bad. I’m being my normal, lethargic, ‘I’ll get to it eventually’ type of person, and I can’t do that. Not just in this type of situation, either. Ana was a whole lot braver than me. I have to start speaking deutsch now. Ana’s told me she won’t speak English with me anymore, which is good.
I can’t just listen and try to understand anymore. I have to speak.
. enttäuschen .
Right now I’m feeling extremely bad. I’m being my normal, lethargic, ‘I’ll get to it eventually’ type of person, and I can’t do that. Not just in this type of situation, either. Ana was a whole lot braver than me. I have to start speaking deutsch now. Ana’s told me she won’t speak English with me anymore, which is good.
I can’t just listen and try to understand anymore. I have to speak.
. enttäuschen .