You were too sad to look back to wave good-bye So I’m not going to tell you what you missed
Looking back on everything moving to San Diego for Paul Mitchell has been one of the best two decisions I have ever made. But sometimes it gets lonely I have made some friends and stuff but they are all school friends, and even though I love them sometimes I don’t want to see them on the weekends. Then I just sit at home and think about what all of my other friends are doing. But its not so bad because sometimes the week is just so long and stressful that all I want to do is sit in my apartment and watch TV. But still there is something missing.
I feel lonely on the inside, you know what I mean. there is a whole that needs to be filled but I cant fill it because the puzzle piece isn’t ready to go in.
It was so wonderful to spend new years with everyone. I was so happy to be back and feel like we all were a family again, but even that’s hard. I cried my self to sleep because I knew that I had to leave that all and I wouldn’t get to be a part of it for a while. Sometimes I just don’t know what to I’m not sure who I can really talk to because everyone says “Dan seems a lot happier than he has in long time” and yeah I am pretty fucking happy but sometimes I get sad, but I feel like that if I try and talk about it they think that I don’t like school or that I’m just giving up because its hard. When really its just that I’m sad or lonely or what have you.
Sorry that this was really serious and kind of depressing but I needed to say this stuff.
On a lighter note I think I am going to see the pandas tomorrow afternoon.
Fake it till you make it
Love you all.
wanna wake up naked next to you, kissing the curve in your clavicle.
I feel lonely on the inside, you know what I mean. there is a whole that needs to be filled but I cant fill it because the puzzle piece isn’t ready to go in.
It was so wonderful to spend new years with everyone. I was so happy to be back and feel like we all were a family again, but even that’s hard. I cried my self to sleep because I knew that I had to leave that all and I wouldn’t get to be a part of it for a while. Sometimes I just don’t know what to I’m not sure who I can really talk to because everyone says “Dan seems a lot happier than he has in long time” and yeah I am pretty fucking happy but sometimes I get sad, but I feel like that if I try and talk about it they think that I don’t like school or that I’m just giving up because its hard. When really its just that I’m sad or lonely or what have you.
Sorry that this was really serious and kind of depressing but I needed to say this stuff.
On a lighter note I think I am going to see the pandas tomorrow afternoon.
Fake it till you make it
Love you all.
wanna wake up naked next to you, kissing the curve in your clavicle.