May 26, 2006 05:22
One more thing to add to the list of things I have discovered that I hate while being in Buenos Aires: I hate taking care of wasted people that I have no respect for. This girl that goes to Cornell and thus shall remain unnamed is an alcoholic with insecurity issues that she takes out on her Incredibly Nice But Very Sensitive boyfriend here. She gets way to wasted all the time because unlike normal people, she does not know her fucking limit. (Isn't that something you're supposed to discover and come to terms with like, sophomore year of high school?) I realize (thanks to Thich Nhat Hanh) that she gets wasted and emotionally abuses her boyfriend because of her own insecurity/misc problems, and that I should not get angry at her but should show compassion and pity for her, but when it's 5 in the morning and I'm literally DRAGGING her prone body up into her elevator and watching her Incredibly Nice But Very Sensitive boyfriend hold her hair while she vomits into the trash can in her room and THEN reassuring her Argentine (and very CATHOLIC and PISSED) host mom who has been awakened by drunken stumbles and vomiting sounds and then kicking her incredibly nice but sensitive boyfriend out because the very CATHOLIC and PISSED host mom told me to, and then meeting this INBVS boyfriend outside of her apartment and drunkenly/desparately trying to tell him that when she says "I hate you" and "you're an asshole" and abandons him at this club it's really because she's "falling for him but he has a girlfriend [at home]" so she's scared (verbatim/um? from her mouth at the coat check in the club) and then realizing that the INBS boyfriend is going to go home and cry no matter what, [BREATH] ... I get pissed.
DEAL WITH YOUR FUCKED-UP'ED-NESS! Her accusation that her INBVS boyfriend has a girlfriend at home is completely stupid because a) SHE has a boyfriend at home !!!!! and b) heather and I constantly tell her that her INBS boyfriend is head over heels for her, which he totally and undoubtedly is. He takes care of her stupid wastedness all the freaking time. He lets her say so much hurtful shit to him and he just takes it. ahhh i hate people. i'm never drinking (anything but wine) again.
ps why can't you choose multiple moods? for example, i am both drunk AND bitchy.
Ahhhh I hate stupid drunk people that can't just be pawned off on their roommates (like in Ithaca) because we all live with fucking host families. That was such an ordeal. And then I called Brandt to bitch about it and he was too tired, so luckily for you, bored lj reader, I had to find another outlet.