18th shouldn't be this way.
It's exactly 24 days before I turn legal.
It's two days after Valentine's.
And it's our 15 month together.
And I feel crappy because of this birthday stuff. Sucks, I know.
I wish I could take all the pain away, but unfortunately, I can't.
I wanna get excited. But I can't keep the hype up.
However, I still will be accepting gifts/cash on the 16 of February :)) Haha.