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hubby and i walked at a trail - saw a girl and her guy - she was on rollerblades and was the epitome of my personal health goals. she seemed so perfect, like she could accomplish anything. so physically fit - flat tummy, muscular thighs, toned arms, creating her own wind as she skated by so fast. beautiful.
so i kinda told my husband that i don't know that our church is true. in our church, you either have to know or you have no idea - it's so black and white and there's no "inbetween"... no "faith" that it's true. you have to know, everyone knows, and if you don't know, you're horrible. i'm horrible. i just have faith it's true. well, that's what i told him.
it felt like a big step for me. i'm pretty much so far gone from my old beliefs that i held onto, fervently hoping that it was true. there's so much honestly elsewhere, and this is a huge deal.
~1300 today. woot. can't run tomorrow, it's sunday. maybe i'll do lots of lunges. church is a 10am - i'm secretly hoping my husband forgot to set the alarm and we sleep in ;). smiley wink doesn't seem appropriate - i'm desperately hoping he forgot to set his alarm, i guess.
so i kinda told my husband that i don't know that our church is true. in our church, you either have to know or you have no idea - it's so black and white and there's no "inbetween"... no "faith" that it's true. you have to know, everyone knows, and if you don't know, you're horrible. i'm horrible. i just have faith it's true. well, that's what i told him.
it felt like a big step for me. i'm pretty much so far gone from my old beliefs that i held onto, fervently hoping that it was true. there's so much honestly elsewhere, and this is a huge deal.
~1300 today. woot. can't run tomorrow, it's sunday. maybe i'll do lots of lunges. church is a 10am - i'm secretly hoping my husband forgot to set the alarm and we sleep in ;). smiley wink doesn't seem appropriate - i'm desperately hoping he forgot to set his alarm, i guess.