oh please kill me
so...nervous breakdown...
yeah so...chris is definately my best friend (not replacing the tamanator...oh god as she's like well YOU'VE definately been replaced just for calling me that). But yeah he counselled me through the crying portion of the breakdown haha.
basically...i have no idea what the fuck i'm doing in any and all aspects of my life. i don't want to major in film...i don't want to major in psyc either...i don't know what the hell i want to be, i don't know who i want to spend the rest of my life with, if i want kids, who i want to stay in touch with, i don't know where i want to live or when. i thought 23 was too young to get married, but apparently it's not.
social stardards can suck my nonexistant cock. seriously this is way too much stress right now....there is so little time to decide everything and i'm far too impulsive to make a decision before the "deadline".
::sigh::
POSITIVES:
seeing billy tonight
legato is still alive :-D
farscape had an excellent ending
i'm getting an A in writing class
i love my roomate
i love my suitemates
i have friends that give a shit
i have a fun job
working with matt on saturday and then chillin with everyone else
chris is gonna reserve and subscribe a shitload :-D
i really wish my friends like...went to this school...matt, bill, chris, josh, billy, slade,...even fienney i guess haha...they all live elsewhere and i hardly get to see them...ga and then there is like tamar...margo and josh...:-( blah
i'm just hoping everything works out in the end...
yeah so...chris is definately my best friend (not replacing the tamanator...oh god as she's like well YOU'VE definately been replaced just for calling me that). But yeah he counselled me through the crying portion of the breakdown haha.
basically...i have no idea what the fuck i'm doing in any and all aspects of my life. i don't want to major in film...i don't want to major in psyc either...i don't know what the hell i want to be, i don't know who i want to spend the rest of my life with, if i want kids, who i want to stay in touch with, i don't know where i want to live or when. i thought 23 was too young to get married, but apparently it's not.
social stardards can suck my nonexistant cock. seriously this is way too much stress right now....there is so little time to decide everything and i'm far too impulsive to make a decision before the "deadline".
::sigh::
POSITIVES:
seeing billy tonight
legato is still alive :-D
farscape had an excellent ending
i'm getting an A in writing class
i love my roomate
i love my suitemates
i have friends that give a shit
i have a fun job
working with matt on saturday and then chillin with everyone else
chris is gonna reserve and subscribe a shitload :-D
i really wish my friends like...went to this school...matt, bill, chris, josh, billy, slade,...even fienney i guess haha...they all live elsewhere and i hardly get to see them...ga and then there is like tamar...margo and josh...:-( blah
i'm just hoping everything works out in the end...