Aug 11, 2005 20:49
i'm back in the place, the place i fought so hard to get out of...
getting away from everyone really helped
being around people who i hadn't seen in years helped
once the vacation was over, i came back to this state of bitterness
every little thing affects me
i expect something, and when it doesn't come, i feel crushed
i'm the one who's not close wt everyone...
i get pushed away often, or maybe it's just me pulling myself away
they're got everything.
i have nothing.