this is surely monday.
sometimes i feel like i am a walking sell-out to all i preach against. i try to be so SET on every opinion i shake.. but, really, the the bitter truth; he could say a few pretty adjectives and i'd be a weak mind changed...
there's been so many times spent on this little earth that, within almost every situation in my life, i find myself thinking "this has already been done by someone somewhere 43094203 times.." i'm always trying so hard to fix myself on something DIFFERENT, but i'm led to believe that it really isn't in my control.
it's as if my life has already been printed 2 billion times, and for me to strive any kind of movement that wasn't already written in my copy is only.. self torture.
there are too many things i think of doing, and too many hours i waste just.. thinking about them. i never move.
and i never have any idea what i'm talking about.
and my poooor livejournal friends get to hear all about it!!
there's been so many times spent on this little earth that, within almost every situation in my life, i find myself thinking "this has already been done by someone somewhere 43094203 times.." i'm always trying so hard to fix myself on something DIFFERENT, but i'm led to believe that it really isn't in my control.
it's as if my life has already been printed 2 billion times, and for me to strive any kind of movement that wasn't already written in my copy is only.. self torture.
there are too many things i think of doing, and too many hours i waste just.. thinking about them. i never move.
and i never have any idea what i'm talking about.
and my poooor livejournal friends get to hear all about it!!