Nov 08, 2005 15:50
I register for my last semester of classes tommorow. I am simultaniously excited and terrified.
At least my semester will be as busy as this semester. As much as I complain I like the busy, it keeps me focused on something other than being sad abotu leaving Ramapo. Some days it really feels like home, like I was meant to come through here. I am dreading walking back down through that arch. You don't really think about that Arch while you are here, living and working and having some fun. Orientation and graduation are probably the only times the whole class is together in a college setting. At oreintation we walked up through the arch. At graduation we will walk down though it. I really am dreading that right of passage. I remember my mom standing there bawling her eyes out mumbling something about "bears eating her baby".
I hated them leaving me here. I hugged them, I smiled, my roomate and I shut the door and then we cried and cried. I cried I think all night, and she went out with the other freshmen. I've come a logn way from the girl who hid under her desk for hours once she was finally alone in that room. But again I feel like my world is going to end. LIke that carpet that I neatly layed down to be comfortable on for four years is going to be pulled again and I'm going to have to do this adjusting thing over again.
On another note, the semester is crazy busy, I love it and hate it at the same time.
This spring I should have a kick ass schedule.
Advanced Sculpture with Jay
Advanced Visual Arts with Jay
American Art after 1940 with some person I don't know
Avant Garde with Meridith Davis
only 15 credits this semester.
hopefully it will be good.
thats all for now
college days,
graduation,
school stuffs