me

[14_bri_14]

Well, i ` m really sick of this. I wanna normal fanily not a fucked up one. Everyday it ` s like we have another fucking problem! Ugh! I ` m so sick of this bullshit! I wanna juss run away! I want my mom to hurry & get home! I want my dad to b alive! I wanna see my other brothers! I wanna get unsick. I wanna get over this habit of thinking when someone gets sick it ` s my fault! & that i can do more! I wanna stop lieing to myself & saying everything is okay! I wanna get awa from here! I wany him to show he loves me! I want mom not to do drugs! I want my dad not to be in that damn car crash that he was in! I wanna get these ulters out of me! I guess i want a alot of things. But it doesn ` t look like i ` m getting them huh? Why do some ppl have tha perfect familes & some have tha worst! & why me outta all tha ppl in tha world, Why did i have to get put with tha sucky ass family?!?!?!

I don ` t think i will be back on in a while i ` m going through some tough shit right now!

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