Oct 04, 2004 10:14
Wow... The internet haha. Well not much has been goin on.. Some bullshit here and there etc etc... Such is life right? Other than its been all the fucking same.. Me and star got another phone and we are happy kids. I am really excited about the baby, Man that shit is going to be awesome. I never been so happy about something. My parents are all happy too. So it seems to be the way my life is supposed to turn out. I am tottally ok with being a working middle class man with a family. I am going to flip arpund and do all i can to make star happy, I dont even fucking care about anything else anymore. Just have to set my sights on this and let it grow and set in place. I dont have time to think about the past anymore, And thats why it is the past and not the future... Look forward not behind cause you might trip ;)
But yessss things are going great. Hmm what else to say.
I been hanging out with some guys from my apt complex alot lately.. Like mike, ryan, tom, jason, and sean as usual.. But so many people, And as always PJ but he dosent live in my complex.. I am at his place now. Had to fucking walk.. Dident take the bus the shit sucked. Like 30 min walk in PHX heat hahaha. Its starnge for me to be so nice to so many fuck's... But hell they are good guy's.
I called my family and talked to them about x-mas this year. I guess me and star will be staying at there place... Or hell we may get a motel so we can be to ourselves while we are out there, Depends on what the money allows us to do.
Hahahaha being along reminds me... I had some of the best sex i ever had the otherday. It was in the bathroom of all places. You see star got out of the shower and was sitting there changing. She took her towel off and i couldent help it.. I was just staring at her, And as she was sitting i crawled up to her and leaned her b ack and started to go down on her... Then we ran the shower on again and it go so steamy while we started to have sex we were drenched in sweat... It was fucking insane. Total immersive state.
I mean it sounds funny but it was some sensual sex.. And in the bathroom of all the fucking places. I mean hell her towel was on the toilet so i just leaned her back on it, And postioned her foot on the wall and her other on the side of the tub, Then i sat and leaned back and she rode me.. Went down on me. It was just fucking insane. I had to share that.. Sorry for any one that cant deal lmao.
Also off the subject but i almost got in a fight with some meth head named paul in our complex. He told star to suck a dick when i wasent around as he walked by.. She told me when i came back.. I dident see him untill the next day but he acted like a nigger and said sorry and this and that. I was about to break his jaw. Days before that i seen a fight between 2 wiggers all i heard was "Quit frontin nigga". Ahh funny time's. Anyways thats all for now. Later. -88