Yay its the weekend
Yay im so excited for this weekend... i get to spend it with my team and its gonna be so exciting.... Ya tonight we are off to Vibbers house.. yay! then tomorrow we have a team bonding camp called tamorac... it will be tight as hell im so excited... hah its a jewish camp! hell yea... then after we are going to luckeys and playing as many games as possible.. haha with the amount of money my mom gave me.. hah im so broke i cant buy shit!
But there are some bad things too.... i cant spend it with my best friends Sam and Jan cuz well... i dont know.. but it makes me so mad... i thought about quiting but my parents wont let me.... and i cant hangout with my MADNESS girls tomorrow who i havent sceen since like forever and a half ago... it kinda sucks but its all good. i will hopefully have a good time...
I just dont understand the reasonings of them.. what were they thinking and y do i now understand? please can anyone help me? i doont know what to do anymore... i wish i had a person to tell how i feel but everytime i do i cant stop crying... is it supposted to be like this? or am i doing something wrong? I need more time to think this out... maybe it will all work out in the end....? is it possible for me to be happy for the rest of the year... i smile on the outside but im dieing on the inside... i dont know what to do anymore....
Love to all my girls! i dont know what i would do without u guys always there for me saying anything to cheer me up.... i needed u and u were all there... thanks guys i have the BEST FRIENDS!
Pizzo
But there are some bad things too.... i cant spend it with my best friends Sam and Jan cuz well... i dont know.. but it makes me so mad... i thought about quiting but my parents wont let me.... and i cant hangout with my MADNESS girls tomorrow who i havent sceen since like forever and a half ago... it kinda sucks but its all good. i will hopefully have a good time...
I just dont understand the reasonings of them.. what were they thinking and y do i now understand? please can anyone help me? i doont know what to do anymore... i wish i had a person to tell how i feel but everytime i do i cant stop crying... is it supposted to be like this? or am i doing something wrong? I need more time to think this out... maybe it will all work out in the end....? is it possible for me to be happy for the rest of the year... i smile on the outside but im dieing on the inside... i dont know what to do anymore....
Love to all my girls! i dont know what i would do without u guys always there for me saying anything to cheer me up.... i needed u and u were all there... thanks guys i have the BEST FRIENDS!
Pizzo