What do you think? What do you do?
Life has a funny way of moving in waves. And we ride the currents. I feel like I am riding two waves. Kate and Stephie. Kate doesn't get it and Stephie just stepped back into my life without warning and has my heart tied again. Its funny how quickly you can slip back into thought patterns... how your stomach can tighten into a knot. To feel so much good and pain within days is beyond me. Why do I let this happen? I believe... no, I don't. I was going to say that I am a total sucker. I'm not. I'm just nice. Wish I was a dick.
Guess I am not sure what I expect anymore. I know what I'd like to expect... but I'd be wrong. Or so it seems. Maybe it would be easier to shut off, cut off, just isolate one's mind from all that troubles me. Just stay far away. I need to bust out again. Figure this out. Compartmentalize. Or cry, or put my fist through something.
OK, b/c of the lunacy that Kate is laying on my tonight... this answer is made. No more. fuck this shit. I have never been involved in such drama in my life. Life is not so tragic!
This weekend I am going to chill like you wouldn't believe...
Guess I am not sure what I expect anymore. I know what I'd like to expect... but I'd be wrong. Or so it seems. Maybe it would be easier to shut off, cut off, just isolate one's mind from all that troubles me. Just stay far away. I need to bust out again. Figure this out. Compartmentalize. Or cry, or put my fist through something.
OK, b/c of the lunacy that Kate is laying on my tonight... this answer is made. No more. fuck this shit. I have never been involved in such drama in my life. Life is not so tragic!
This weekend I am going to chill like you wouldn't believe...