Can you paint Love.

Nov 16, 2004 10:53

I can't wake up in the morning. I don't have anything to wake up for. I feel like shit I have a sickening cough and I am constantly feeling dizzy.

My mom is picking me up at 12:45. I'm not sure why. I just got a note.

I miss Zac like crazy. I'm going crazy. He comes home not next Tues, but the Tues after that. On the 30th of November. Yay. When he comes back I will finally have a reason. And something to look forward to every day.

I painted a picture yesterday bc I am so damn creative.
It's more like a kindergarden painting. But hey, I accomplished something that I started.

Certain people's attitudes annoy the fuck out of me.
Yesterday I wasn't taking shit from anybody and said exactly what was on my mind. Cody called me a bitch. But oh well. I guess I am one. I don't give a fuck. I mean why should I. I'm not livin to make any of you people happy or to like me. I am here for God. For my family. For Zac. and For Desiree.

Oh yes. And I am obsessed with my book, St. Michael's Scales by Neil Connely. I am going to read now.
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