Mar 22, 2005 22:42
So I've recently been amazed by being fourteen. Not just focusing on myself, but the world I am surrounded in. It's almost unbelieveable. How much pressure, and stress, and how quickly we need to learn to live in this world as a teenager. How our influences are so strong at this age, because we absorb everything. And it's amazing how much we are exposed to at such a young age. Also, it's crazy how many emotions we experience in a day. And the way we percieve things. And how we think. I find it so interesting. We're set in such a structured world by day (school), and by night, we are free to roam and journey on our own, and learn, and live, and love, and we walk the paths that will mold the rest of our lives. Our lives are in our small little hands. It's incredible. We have so many sides to ourselves, and we each have certain ways of satisfying ourselvs, and, we all hold our lights that we have been set with to walk with in different directions. I just find it crazy to know that every move I make now, defines who I am. And friends are super important in this age, they are the supporting hands that mold the clay to turn out who we become at this age. And some of our greatest friends are the ones that match our human puzzle so well. This world is crazy! But, beautiful, and tourterous, all at the same exact time.