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exams were pretty easy, this is actually the first time i have taken them with A's in all my classes....crazy. it kinda smells like a dentist office in here, which is kind of making me sick...im really hungry tho...cud go 4 sum fast food. i actually scrubbed today, for the first time in ever. it feels nice, we havea half day not like it matters.
i am thinkin about makin this friends only...because i am always wantin to type about things i dont exactly want every1 reading. so i am going to put some thought into that.
i need to find something to wear for easter...and fast. long story...wud explain it but then it wudnt give anything interesting for the girl next to me to read...
i havent been in the best mood lately...i duno why. i dont know if its because of my grandpa or what. do u ever get that feeling where u don't want to talk 2 anybody? u dont want 2 smile and u dont want 2 fake bein happy, but at the same time, u dont know whit is wrong either. there isnt a way to explain it to sum1 who doesnt understand. ppl just don't seem to be comforting, and being alone never was. but at least when ur alone, no1 will constantly ask u what wrong, b.c there is no1 who will take i duno for an answer. u feel the way u do just because. you hop[e the feeling will pass sooin and you will be able to be urself again...but until then, all u can do is wait. actually that is a quote i took from an entrey from a long time ago but it kind of explains what i feel.
mayb break will do sum good.
i am thinkin about makin this friends only...because i am always wantin to type about things i dont exactly want every1 reading. so i am going to put some thought into that.
i need to find something to wear for easter...and fast. long story...wud explain it but then it wudnt give anything interesting for the girl next to me to read...
i havent been in the best mood lately...i duno why. i dont know if its because of my grandpa or what. do u ever get that feeling where u don't want to talk 2 anybody? u dont want 2 smile and u dont want 2 fake bein happy, but at the same time, u dont know whit is wrong either. there isnt a way to explain it to sum1 who doesnt understand. ppl just don't seem to be comforting, and being alone never was. but at least when ur alone, no1 will constantly ask u what wrong, b.c there is no1 who will take i duno for an answer. u feel the way u do just because. you hop[e the feeling will pass sooin and you will be able to be urself again...but until then, all u can do is wait. actually that is a quote i took from an entrey from a long time ago but it kind of explains what i feel.
mayb break will do sum good.