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life is so weird
i mean for once i really feel like i got something i really deserved
i worked so hard and thought it was all for nothing..but it paid off in the end
so then i had this new optimistic look on life
but of course not everything could go perfectly
and it didn't
i guess it was too good to be true
blahhh
sometimes being diabetic scares me...
i thought these complications wouldn't happen until i was old
i guess not...
i miss E-Oak, n Jan, n then rest of the group...i feel like i am no longer matherin or matherek....i'm a loser
and i love my rachel mannino, and i'm concerned i haven't been seeing enough of her...
i mean for once i really feel like i got something i really deserved
i worked so hard and thought it was all for nothing..but it paid off in the end
so then i had this new optimistic look on life
but of course not everything could go perfectly
and it didn't
i guess it was too good to be true
blahhh
sometimes being diabetic scares me...
i thought these complications wouldn't happen until i was old
i guess not...
i miss E-Oak, n Jan, n then rest of the group...i feel like i am no longer matherin or matherek....i'm a loser
and i love my rachel mannino, and i'm concerned i haven't been seeing enough of her...