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This entry is for myself for the most part. It's purpose is to document last nights dream, which was like no other dream I'd ever had. Due to the fact that I dreamt up a complete human being in great detail that does not at all exist as far as I know. Her name was Samantha and I want to further dream of her so I'll know for sure if/when I find any significant parallels in reality relating to this girl.
The relevant portion of this dream opened with me hanging out on a front yard/porch at Eric Rothstien's house. Along with a few other guys from work Jordan, and Chris. At one point Melissa and Chelsea (also co-workers..) happened to be driving by and spotted us. So they stopped to say hi, and chill with us for a bit. And they had one other girl with them who I was supposed to already know. But nobody else did. Melissa and Chelsea introduced her to the other guys as "Samantha". I could tell that my dream persona didn't actually know her but was just going with the flow, and acting like I did because it was expected. But from the conversations that followed between everyone except her and I, I gathered that we had dated very seriously. And for an unknown reason I was the one that broke up with her. And she still likes me. And that had made me sad, because after getting to know her (again..?) she seemed really nice. This made me really want know why I'd broken up with her. She was about my height if not an inch or two shorter, kind of thin, with fair skin, brown eyes, and dark blonde hair. Her faced shared a few similarities with a friend of mine in real life but was for the most part unique.
I find it so strange though, how vividly I can see this girls face and recall her body language right now. And yet I'm 100% sure she does not exist in my life if at all. New experience for me.
The relevant portion of this dream opened with me hanging out on a front yard/porch at Eric Rothstien's house. Along with a few other guys from work Jordan, and Chris. At one point Melissa and Chelsea (also co-workers..) happened to be driving by and spotted us. So they stopped to say hi, and chill with us for a bit. And they had one other girl with them who I was supposed to already know. But nobody else did. Melissa and Chelsea introduced her to the other guys as "Samantha". I could tell that my dream persona didn't actually know her but was just going with the flow, and acting like I did because it was expected. But from the conversations that followed between everyone except her and I, I gathered that we had dated very seriously. And for an unknown reason I was the one that broke up with her. And she still likes me. And that had made me sad, because after getting to know her (again..?) she seemed really nice. This made me really want know why I'd broken up with her. She was about my height if not an inch or two shorter, kind of thin, with fair skin, brown eyes, and dark blonde hair. Her faced shared a few similarities with a friend of mine in real life but was for the most part unique.
I find it so strange though, how vividly I can see this girls face and recall her body language right now. And yet I'm 100% sure she does not exist in my life if at all. New experience for me.