Fate...
Title:Fate...
Pairing: Eventual!Yemin, Kangteuk,Sihanchul,Eunhae,Kyuwook,Zhoury
Rating:PG
Length:Two-shots
Genre:Angst
Summary: What happens when you reject the one you love?
Disclaimer: I dont own any of the Suju members mentioned
'I love you will you be my boyfriend?' He looks so sincerely into my eyes, I felt my heart pinch when he walked away in dissapointment. I love you too, Yesung...I realy do,but i cant. Your a high class rich men's son and I? Ha! I am just a
Lowly paid teacher's son...I dont deserve your love and i definatley cant afford it, if you chose to play with me... I cant, I just cant. Your the popular guy in school and me? I am just an invisible boy who workshard for a scholarship. Your the pamper
young master while I go and work at a cafe after school so that i have enough money to pay for my food.But its all too late... I cant call you back now. Not after that talk with your father...
***flasback****
I looked around, WOW! Yesung's house sure is big. One of the guards brought me into a study room, where they was nothing but beautiful paintings. There was a elegant table in the middle of the room right in front of the grand window. A chair, occupied by a man, turned
around.
'Annyeongsshimnikka. Jeonun Sungmin Imnida. Mr Kim right? Why did you call me to your house?' He stared at me with the coldest and strictest eyes i have ever saw. I couldnt help but shudder at the icy, cold stare he was sending me.
'I know you have been hanging around my son and I know you love him. I also know that he loves you.' I was shocked, Yesung loves me too? I.t.. cant be.
'I think you made a mistake,sir. Your son is just a close friend of mine. Yes, i love him but I can live without telling him. As for him loving me, I know for a fact that it is impossible.' I replied.
'You think I wont know my son's feeling? I dun like that my son is gay not at all, Sungmin-sshi. Not at all.' He said with such a harsh tone, I could have just broke down there.
'What can i do?' I retorted weakly.
'I am warning you, STAY BACK FROM MY SON! Or else I dun know what i will do with your precious friends.'He shouted in my face. I was shocked. No! Not eunhyuk and donghae! Not Leeteuk and Kangin! Not Siwon,Heeechul and Hankyung! Not Kyuhyun and Ryeowook! Not Kibum!Not Shindong and Nari! Not Zhoumi and Henry!
The security guard that brought me to the study room, picked me up and threw me out of the house. Where I kept sobbing until my tears dried up.....
****end of flashback****
Why? Why does it hurt that much? My heart, It feels like....It feels like someone trampled on it heartlessly. My heart, its bleeding. Its bleeding so painfully. I am trying to hold on to the pieces but i cant. I just cant. I dashed for the toilet and shut the cubicle hard. I broke down immediately, crying like i have
never cried before. The tears just wouldnt stop falling, It hurts so much. I clutch my chest, sobbing heavily.
'Sungmin Hyung? Are you in here? Is that you crying?' I heard Ryeo wook's High pitched voice with laces of concern. I kept quiet hoping that he wont figure out.
'Hyung,I know its you. Come out.' I kept very still as I heard Siwon's voice. Why are both of them here?
'YAH! LEE SUNGMIN! YOU BETTER COME OUT OR ELSE!' I was shocked, Why was Heechul here? Most importantly, how many people were in here? I silently opened the cubicle toilet door, suddenly i was envoloped in a warm hug.
'I know that you love Yesung, Why did you reject him and come to the toilet to cry?' I knew that voice, it was the 'umma' of our clinque. I sobbed heavily in his arms, soon enough all of them were hugging me.
'So why, Sungmin? You know you love him...'I smiled weakly and shook my head.
' No, I dont love him... I was just crying over stress...' I was trying hard not to be so obvious in lying.
'Lee sungmin, We dont spend 10 years with you and not know what you are thinking bout.Now.Spill.' With Heechul's scary voice, I still cant.If i told them, that will just hurt them too. Why dont i just take all the hurt.
I shook my head. ' Hyung, I am telling the truth. I dont love Yesung.' My heart clenched and i was trying hard to hold in the tears. Donghae and Eunhyk may have saw that.
'Hyung,Just let him be. Maybe later he will tell us. But for now let him calm down first.' Eunhyuk and Donghae said. I knew i could count on them, I looked at them and mouthed a thank you. They smiled at me, assuring me everything is okay.
-2 weeks after the confession-
I feel much happier and yes, i was avoiding Yesung.Because i was am scared that i wont be able to hold my slef from kissing Yesung senselessly or hugging him.
'Yah Hyung!'I snapped out of my thoughts to see Eunhyuk and Donghae looking at me, worried.
'Yes?'I answered.
'Your still not over him right?' WOAH! No wonder why they are my closest friends.
'Anniyo...There was no start how am i suppose to be even over him?' I sounded shaky.
'Hyung you know you could tell us anything right?' I nodded, I knew for a fact both of them are very good secret keepers,despite their childishness.
I took a deep breath and told them everything from the start.I broke down at the end, remembering how hurtful it was for me to reject the one that i love.They took me into their embrace, whispering words like 'Shhh, Hyung everything's gonna be alright.'I took some time to regain my compusture.
'Hyung, we should tell the others. Its unfair that you have to bear this much pain.' I shook my head frantically.
'Anniyo!' I shouted a little too loud, then i toned down.' You guys are the secret keepers right? I just told you my secret and i want you to keep it forever in your heart and never tell anyone, arasso?' They nodded their head hesitantly.
'Good!' I smiled at them.
-The next day-
Once i reached school, I was ambushed by 13 boys A.K.A our clique. Super Junior. In. A.Bone. Crashing. Hug.
'Stupid Sungmin! You should have told us! We dont want you to sacrifice yourself for us!' The diva that i would never forget.
'Sungmin, do you think i cant even protect myself and teukie?' Kangin questioned me in his appa voice.
'MIN! I knew you loved us but i didnt think you would do such a thing for us!' Kyuhyun's snarky voice came out.I glared at Eunhyuk and Donghae. Both of them smiled sheepishly.
' WAIT! LET GO OFF ME!' All of them were shocked but they let go of me. 'It is really okay, I will get over it. I can do it! And dont feel guilty! Whats a little hurt for me when everyone else can be happier?But just as a favour, I beg for you guys. Never tell Yesung! I mean it!'.
'Never tell me what?'Suddenly, Yesung appeared from no where and scared the crap out of me. I just shook my head and muttered a soft nothing. Glaring at the others making sure that they dont tell anyone.
'That Sungmin..' I tackled Heechul down and made sure he stayed there. Yesung freaked out at how violent i was and the rest of them were trying to pry me off Heechul.Yesung then shrugged and walked away. I finally got off Heechul earning a smack on the head.
'YAH! LEE SUNGMIN! You know you love him! Dont do this to him or to yourself.' I flinched when i found that the gentle yet soft Ryeowook became so aggresive.
'I dont want to be a burden, cos if i dated Yesung. His father would hurt you guys. You were the ones who stuck by me no matter what mean things other people said, the ones who comforted me, the ones who would accompany me to burn the midnight oil even though it would cause you guys to fail. You are my closest friends ever,
the closest thing i ever had to brothers. I would never and i mean never want to do anything that would hurt you.' Once i finished, I could see that they were sobbing silently. I was hugged again but this time it was gentle and comforting. Slowly, I felt myself breaking.
A/N: Miahne~ I noe i should be doing love complication but i couldnt help but write Yemin :) Anyways! The second should be out on wed! CHINESE NEW YEAR MAN! LOL~