Jul 31, 2009 09:09
I feel like I have very limited time left in the BIG APPLE. I've enjoyed my time here very much so and I would not trade it for the world. The people who have come in and out of my life have made an impact that can never be filled.
I missed them terriably already. I love what I have been doing and I want more. I love the film business and I'm pretty sure it's somthing I want to do for the rest of my life. I could see myself in carrerr totally. I've got that 'bug'.
My next step is that I totally want to become a P.A --Production Assistant and go from there.
Something else I've come to realize is how much I have been missing Cory. .. We really had a great convosation on the phone last night and it made me just sit back and go wow.. what we had..have..is something so very special and it is a connection that can't ever be replaced by anyone else.
Its really a shame that we broke things off, but really.. how could they have worked out.. we are both states away--again!
We will come back around in four years and see where that puts us.. One can never know.. It's not like were waiting for each other...its more like..we'll see where we are at that point..
Kyle moved out of the apartment so I am all by myself...its a werid kind of freedom, but at the same time I have felt very much alone.
My friends have left me and becasue of that emptiess is what I've felt
I'll update more later.. I have to get ready for work yay