killme.

[13h1ddensecrets]

so i'm sick of this shit.

i'm sick of complaining all the time. just like i'm doing now.
i'm sick of making excuses.
i'm sick of rationalizing all the stupid shit i do, just to convince myself it's right.
i'm sick of failing, even though i try.
I'm sick of having no friends.
i'm sick of being confused about life in general.
i'm sick of relationships.
i'm sick of being rediculously happy one minute, then incredibly depressed the next. maybe i'm bipolar.
i'm sick of being ignored, even when i directly ask someone something.
i'm sick of being walked all over.
i'm sick of having a job, yet somehow never having money.
i'm sick of never seeing courtnee anymore.
i'm sick of listening to everyone bitch about everything.
i'm sick of being a hypocrite.
i'm sick of not doing anything with my life.
i'm sick of not being able to help.
i'm sick of my family and their expectations.
i'm sick of having no reason to be broken hearted still. but i am.
i'm sick of not having a life.

pretty much, i'm about ready to give up.