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March is normally my favorite month...MY BIRTHDAY....ok so really it's the most stressful month of the year and i't is so much more worse this year. It is so freakin hard to be stage manager for an extremely organzied director and a not so organized technical director. I get pulled around both ways and there is nothing I can really do. No one shuts up backstage which is really annoying....People just because im the same age as you doesnt mean you keep talking when I tell you not to. Im not saying Im the king of the world Im just saying SHUT THE HELL UP BACKSTSAGE.
oh yeah I love how my mom all of a sudden starts yelling at me for my grades when get this....they are all B's....yeha I was confused as well. She said she would be more happy with them if she thought I put all of my effort into them....Ummm i think im doing pretty damn well seeing as I have rehearsal everyday after schhol and work almost everyday after that... I dont get home till 10:30 give me a freakin break. Im happy with my grades so stop[ complaining I get enough of that from the cast.
Danielle is here which makes me happy...only she left to stay at a friends...hopefully she comes back thursday.
oh wow the show is NEXT WEEK....i want to cry any second because it is so stressful..I think the funny part is that I get so stressed during all the shows and everything yet I love doing it. I love the feeling that almost everything rests in my hands and hate it at the same time. You may say I put the stress upon myself....not really....I just need structure and organization when I do somehting and I'm only getting that from one half...oh well it's fun at the same time.
oh yeah I love how my mom all of a sudden starts yelling at me for my grades when get this....they are all B's....yeha I was confused as well. She said she would be more happy with them if she thought I put all of my effort into them....Ummm i think im doing pretty damn well seeing as I have rehearsal everyday after schhol and work almost everyday after that... I dont get home till 10:30 give me a freakin break. Im happy with my grades so stop[ complaining I get enough of that from the cast.
Danielle is here which makes me happy...only she left to stay at a friends...hopefully she comes back thursday.
oh wow the show is NEXT WEEK....i want to cry any second because it is so stressful..I think the funny part is that I get so stressed during all the shows and everything yet I love doing it. I love the feeling that almost everything rests in my hands and hate it at the same time. You may say I put the stress upon myself....not really....I just need structure and organization when I do somehting and I'm only getting that from one half...oh well it's fun at the same time.