oh livejournal
well, i wouldnt know where to begin, wouldnt know how to end. the world is such a small place to me now. ive had sooo much happen in the last year of my life its not even funny. i wouldnt change a thing. ive become me. after what seemed like so long, ive become me. and nothing will ever get in the way of that again. i guess its real enough now. but its all patterns and sound to me to tell the truth. infinity is only tomorrow, and tomorrow may never come. there is nothing as easy as living, no matter how hard it may seem. ive forgotten so much, but i wont lie, every now and again, a thought or two will pop into my head and leave just as fast. i cant help but smile, but at the same time begin to fill with rage. when i put my all into soo much, and all it is now is like a friend you barely see, or a face in the clouds. its there, but only for so long. i cant say ive been peachy keen, but damn life seems so promising with everything these days. nothing seems all that dim, or grim. i saw it all on easter, and i know others saw it too.
im content and happy. really i am.
im content and happy. really i am.