Hi again
Hello friends! It’s been a while. My last post was depressing. Life’s been full of ups and downs. I can’t believe my friends never told me how crazy I am. :) well they kinda tell me all the time. I’m a bit discugusted with my past self , but it is what it is. I’m a ball full of emotion... and I suppose being negative to myself ... is just the way I am. I never knew when I was young I had so much self
Loathing and I still do. But I’m working on it. My relationship with John is great. I still wanna marry the guy. We had our ups and downs too but overall, he’s really amazing and makes me a better person.
Anyways, I’m still pretty depressed. My last year of college was the beginning of it all. Umm anyways, still trying to be strong and just dealing with it. Sometimes I wonder if depression is genetic. I think it runs in my family frequently.
And ways, it’s still pretty difficult to talk about this but, “Isabel, I sure miss you”
I’ve grown up a lot.... I hope
Loathing and I still do. But I’m working on it. My relationship with John is great. I still wanna marry the guy. We had our ups and downs too but overall, he’s really amazing and makes me a better person.
Anyways, I’m still pretty depressed. My last year of college was the beginning of it all. Umm anyways, still trying to be strong and just dealing with it. Sometimes I wonder if depression is genetic. I think it runs in my family frequently.
And ways, it’s still pretty difficult to talk about this but, “Isabel, I sure miss you”
I’ve grown up a lot.... I hope