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I'm really stressed. School. my body. pageant. I just don't feel like i'm getting any skinnier. I'm working out really hard. but suposablly not hard enough. I eat til i'm full, less than I normally do. And sometimes I eat when already full cause the mouth just can't stop itself. Dammn you taste buds!!! So my self estem is somehow low. I don't feel like i have a voice, not talented, not beautiful, not skinny. For school I feel unprepared although I've been reading ALL spring break. Running all spring break. AHHH... My head hurts. My body doesn't even hurt. My body, it just feels tired. Why aren't my musles aching when they are suppose to.
I'm just tierd. my face is tierd. My brain is tierd. and... I can't even sleep. sort of. I sleep the normal 8 hours. but i can't sleep more than that when i really want to. my body just won't let me, althought i doesn't even want to move.
anyways, Back to shopping. Oh i got a king size egyptian cotton 1000 thred bed sheet for 35 dollars for my mom and she yelled at me, unbelieveable. She said it's the sucky brand and didn't even feel it. She didn't even look at it. The things i do for my mother cause i love her and she doesn't apreshiate it. She just tells me its a waste of money.
Anyways, I can't return it. and one day, i'm just gonna pput it on her bed and she's just gonna have to sleep on it. :P I am one bitchy child. (currently)
Oh, the other day i swept the house, and clean the mirrors and sinks, and i was thinking bout moping the house but then i got lazy. (my house is big, it's more time consuming than you think) The my mom comes up to me, she says Ngoc Anh you never do anything in this house. Tomorrow you better go clean the tub. uhhh.....your fat, go clean your room.
my mom hurts my feelings when she's on her period. She's the biggest grrup when she's on her period, when she's cooking, or when she's throwing a party.
I donno, maybe spring break drove me crazy. I didn't get out of the house much. I didn't see my boyfriend much and being without him drives me nuts. I'm a needy girl, at least we fit each others needs.
I really just want to lie in the grass in the park on a blanket and go to sleep. I feel like i'm suffocating. but t will go away once i wake up. i promise. it's just one of thoes days.
I'm just tierd. my face is tierd. My brain is tierd. and... I can't even sleep. sort of. I sleep the normal 8 hours. but i can't sleep more than that when i really want to. my body just won't let me, althought i doesn't even want to move.
anyways, Back to shopping. Oh i got a king size egyptian cotton 1000 thred bed sheet for 35 dollars for my mom and she yelled at me, unbelieveable. She said it's the sucky brand and didn't even feel it. She didn't even look at it. The things i do for my mother cause i love her and she doesn't apreshiate it. She just tells me its a waste of money.
Anyways, I can't return it. and one day, i'm just gonna pput it on her bed and she's just gonna have to sleep on it. :P I am one bitchy child. (currently)
Oh, the other day i swept the house, and clean the mirrors and sinks, and i was thinking bout moping the house but then i got lazy. (my house is big, it's more time consuming than you think) The my mom comes up to me, she says Ngoc Anh you never do anything in this house. Tomorrow you better go clean the tub. uhhh.....your fat, go clean your room.
my mom hurts my feelings when she's on her period. She's the biggest grrup when she's on her period, when she's cooking, or when she's throwing a party.
I donno, maybe spring break drove me crazy. I didn't get out of the house much. I didn't see my boyfriend much and being without him drives me nuts. I'm a needy girl, at least we fit each others needs.
I really just want to lie in the grass in the park on a blanket and go to sleep. I feel like i'm suffocating. but t will go away once i wake up. i promise. it's just one of thoes days.