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hahaha... SOO my date was eventful. =/ good? bad? I have no clue...But holy shit did I himiliate my date. It was a complete accident I swear!! I told you, that everything I touch just falls apart. And that was exactly how my date went about. I only hope that it doesn't affect his judgment.
He was embarrassed that he couldn't find my house and that my sister has to drop me off at the side of the road. He had a humungous plan with the roses, what to say what to do and that turned out in complete failure to him, sucess to me. He was embarassed that he got lost on the road and missed many turns. Threw my show in the crack of the booth and had to look for my shoe for 5 mins. It was nosiy. Flat tire which made us call for shuan poon and for some odd reason, arvins back dance crew which is bassically APASA. so the saw me carry a dozen roses to and fro and now when I start working... OMG... so many questions. I know it.
I was really uncomfortable the whole time. I feel bad. I hope I didn't act akward. He was charming, yet anoying at the same time. I don't think that we've never had an akward moment. This relationship is just akward and I have no idea why. obviously it wouldn't work out because i feel akward, he feels akward and us being together is akward. But I really like him. I'm happy when i'm with him. And he likes me. I mean... after all thoes akward and rude comments I still like him. I think he has a feet fetish... wierd... or is it a physical attraction fetish, he said my teeth were pretty. He's attracted to strange things.
The things that worked out amazingly well:
He brought me flowers. I love flowers although people think they are a waste of money and just die, I love them. Although flowers die the beauty of it in when the flower blooms is priceless. It's like when you want to see the green flash or a lunar eclipes that only happens in the one moment. It's the most beautiful thing ever. Isn't it?
When he tied a tied on me. lol. Sounds sily but it was charming. I won't go into detail but we kissed. honestly, thats all it was. Just a kiss nothing big happened.
He stole my sandel and started massaging my feet. (wierdo right?) lol j/k j/k.
Next time, when I want something. I'm just going to say it. I don't care anymore because when i don't get what I want I get mad so might as well ask for it. I mean, it's nothing big. It's the small things like when I wanted him to wal me to class. Why didn't I just say I wanted it. Or when I wanted him to walk me out to the car to get my stuff. I should have just said something. instead he just gave me the keys to go out and get it myself. ??? or walk me out when my ride came or gave me a hug or something. I donno. That just kinda pisses me off. I don't care about him not finding my house or having a flat tire. It's okay, he had a bad day. a miserable time I am just going to be understanding. I just wish he'd care about me a little more damn it.
He was embarrassed that he couldn't find my house and that my sister has to drop me off at the side of the road. He had a humungous plan with the roses, what to say what to do and that turned out in complete failure to him, sucess to me. He was embarassed that he got lost on the road and missed many turns. Threw my show in the crack of the booth and had to look for my shoe for 5 mins. It was nosiy. Flat tire which made us call for shuan poon and for some odd reason, arvins back dance crew which is bassically APASA. so the saw me carry a dozen roses to and fro and now when I start working... OMG... so many questions. I know it.
I was really uncomfortable the whole time. I feel bad. I hope I didn't act akward. He was charming, yet anoying at the same time. I don't think that we've never had an akward moment. This relationship is just akward and I have no idea why. obviously it wouldn't work out because i feel akward, he feels akward and us being together is akward. But I really like him. I'm happy when i'm with him. And he likes me. I mean... after all thoes akward and rude comments I still like him. I think he has a feet fetish... wierd... or is it a physical attraction fetish, he said my teeth were pretty. He's attracted to strange things.
The things that worked out amazingly well:
He brought me flowers. I love flowers although people think they are a waste of money and just die, I love them. Although flowers die the beauty of it in when the flower blooms is priceless. It's like when you want to see the green flash or a lunar eclipes that only happens in the one moment. It's the most beautiful thing ever. Isn't it?
When he tied a tied on me. lol. Sounds sily but it was charming. I won't go into detail but we kissed. honestly, thats all it was. Just a kiss nothing big happened.
He stole my sandel and started massaging my feet. (wierdo right?) lol j/k j/k.
Next time, when I want something. I'm just going to say it. I don't care anymore because when i don't get what I want I get mad so might as well ask for it. I mean, it's nothing big. It's the small things like when I wanted him to wal me to class. Why didn't I just say I wanted it. Or when I wanted him to walk me out to the car to get my stuff. I should have just said something. instead he just gave me the keys to go out and get it myself. ??? or walk me out when my ride came or gave me a hug or something. I donno. That just kinda pisses me off. I don't care about him not finding my house or having a flat tire. It's okay, he had a bad day. a miserable time I am just going to be understanding. I just wish he'd care about me a little more damn it.