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It kinda sucks when I realized I need to be carefull about what I cut down on what I want to write on livejournal. I feel so shady. damn.
But I have one thing to say, cheating is unacceptable. No, not the type of cheating like copying papers and homework and stuff. I do that all the time, but cheating on your lover. Thats a completely different story.
Fuck guys. They make me sick.
For some reason, I've been shineing in the light with boies flirting with me. Yet, i'm not happy at all. It's one of thoes types of things when one of your friends like you but you don't want to shut them down because you care about thier feelings, but what needs to be done has to get done. I can't help but give them the brutality of rejection. I can understand when some friend guys flirt just to flirt. But you can tell the difference when guys are just flirting and have no interest in you or when they like you.
So a guy with a girlfriend tells me he wants to have sex with me...GREEAt(sarcasm, you know i'm not like that) and a boy I can't get rid of likes me again. (If feels stalkerish and uncomfortable. I feel spamed and he's taking up my space time. I completely want to be antisocial. So I shut off my phone) ummm.. the only people who I don't care calling me is Isabel, family, real friends, Jong, Shaun, and anyone from architecture of homework purposes is okay. But a boy who just wants to chit-chat to get with me... I don't want it unless it's Jong. or someone I don't mind dating. I won't list them because it's minor. You know, its the type where you think that person is so kool but you would never try anything with them. Thats the type.
I feel the need of getting a boyfriend quick so i can weed out all the boies I don't like and just keep that one colorful flower that I love so much thats been hiding behind all thoes weeds. well.. i'm still searching but all i see is gray.
And 2 arch boies were flirting with me the other day. That I didn't mind. sometimes a girl just need to feel pretty sometimes. As long as it's not to the extreams I don't mind. Complements such as, You smell good. Or poking me for attention when im feeling nervous or down. Thats fine. man, my architecture class is the best. There are supper nice boies who are gentelman and they are so kool. The only one who is awful is jong and donald and Jay. But everyones eles ethier treats me like a friend or a princess. like anthony, vance, sam, shaun, rafiel, kevin but he dropped out, cruz, josh, jin...everyone. It's great!
I have a hunch that vance likes me. He's okay looing. but he's supper kool ad super nice. he looks kinda old though. Maybe older than 20?-26?
i donno his age. Sam is really kool to. But he's the amazing friend type. AMAZING! fits the description better. but he's 24. Good with kids. Both are very creative.Vance just came thhis semester. He gives me warm feeling cause he's friendly. But who knows this might be the start of something new. It wiill definatly divert my attention of jong to someone eles.
Architecture school is good. I just need to do my homework and then I'm stress free.
not only that but fatemma and jessica help me through it A LOT.
But I have one thing to say, cheating is unacceptable. No, not the type of cheating like copying papers and homework and stuff. I do that all the time, but cheating on your lover. Thats a completely different story.
Fuck guys. They make me sick.
For some reason, I've been shineing in the light with boies flirting with me. Yet, i'm not happy at all. It's one of thoes types of things when one of your friends like you but you don't want to shut them down because you care about thier feelings, but what needs to be done has to get done. I can't help but give them the brutality of rejection. I can understand when some friend guys flirt just to flirt. But you can tell the difference when guys are just flirting and have no interest in you or when they like you.
So a guy with a girlfriend tells me he wants to have sex with me...GREEAt(sarcasm, you know i'm not like that) and a boy I can't get rid of likes me again. (If feels stalkerish and uncomfortable. I feel spamed and he's taking up my space time. I completely want to be antisocial. So I shut off my phone) ummm.. the only people who I don't care calling me is Isabel, family, real friends, Jong, Shaun, and anyone from architecture of homework purposes is okay. But a boy who just wants to chit-chat to get with me... I don't want it unless it's Jong. or someone I don't mind dating. I won't list them because it's minor. You know, its the type where you think that person is so kool but you would never try anything with them. Thats the type.
I feel the need of getting a boyfriend quick so i can weed out all the boies I don't like and just keep that one colorful flower that I love so much thats been hiding behind all thoes weeds. well.. i'm still searching but all i see is gray.
And 2 arch boies were flirting with me the other day. That I didn't mind. sometimes a girl just need to feel pretty sometimes. As long as it's not to the extreams I don't mind. Complements such as, You smell good. Or poking me for attention when im feeling nervous or down. Thats fine. man, my architecture class is the best. There are supper nice boies who are gentelman and they are so kool. The only one who is awful is jong and donald and Jay. But everyones eles ethier treats me like a friend or a princess. like anthony, vance, sam, shaun, rafiel, kevin but he dropped out, cruz, josh, jin...everyone. It's great!
I have a hunch that vance likes me. He's okay looing. but he's supper kool ad super nice. he looks kinda old though. Maybe older than 20?-26?
i donno his age. Sam is really kool to. But he's the amazing friend type. AMAZING! fits the description better. but he's 24. Good with kids. Both are very creative.Vance just came thhis semester. He gives me warm feeling cause he's friendly. But who knows this might be the start of something new. It wiill definatly divert my attention of jong to someone eles.
Architecture school is good. I just need to do my homework and then I'm stress free.
not only that but fatemma and jessica help me through it A LOT.