May 22, 2007 10:28
ALLRIGHT, so it's been awhile since i wrote in here last.
So I have gone on TWO drug tests because i drank too much water the first time.
And Petsmart didn't call me back about the second one, but Mrs.Harris said sometimes they take like TWO WEEKS to get the results back!!!!
Okay so the weather is getting nice and I'm excited for summer although I have a feeling I won't be hanging out with all my friends because lately it seems like there is distance growing. ya know? yeah well i don't like this distance thing, so I think that it should stop growing and everyone can love eachother again.
SO yesterday was my 5 month "anniversery" with matthew. It seems so weird because it really only feels like a month. PLUS that means it's been over five months since Amy died which is ever more strange to think about.
I'm actually not going to be sad to leave school this year. Every year i get really depressed that school is ending for the year, but this year I'm going to be SO HAPPY!
There is seriously no motivation for me to go to school anymore like seriously i wake up and think "what is there to look forward to" and i just think oh well the weekend i guess. So for this week i am thinking about not having school on monday PLUS it's the last FULL DAY WEEK of school!!!! I hate being here learning for 7 or so hours.
i miss talking to friends.