nervios

Oct 18, 2005 20:02

man i got act test scores. called scc.. they said i could start classes mid november.. well cerent classes.. im all nverveious. i jave even open them for fear that they wouldnt acceptt them if they have been opened (cuas ethey were like that with my ged scores) and i ididnt wan tto deal with the mail of having to wit for it hoping it came in time. i am so unprepaired for college.. i wnat ot go and im thrilled.. its just i havent been to shool in a while, i dont even have a car yet to get there, and its gonna be such a big hassel on derek.. he couldnt work and always bring me to school, i have yet to even contimplate school supplies.. my mind just starts going crazy.. i'm unreadly. i have only a matter of time... the count down begins.. i dont even know what to count down too... oh my...

man just whne you get things done.. another thing keeps poping up.

man the other day marissa was being a bitch. i asked her if she wanted to go mini gulfing wiht me, and she siad she had no money... so i called her back like a few hours later see what she was upto and she was just like " i told you i was busy before" jesus... maybe i was inviting all you.. maybe i seeing if things changed or were over.. sorry for wanting to hang out.. and then derek talks to robert like 5 minutes later.. and everyone else wants to hang out.. so wtf.. i can bitch freely here.. shes on myspace. im over it. its over.. its just it agrevated me.. i dunno whats up wiht her.. thinsg are getting weird.. and my horoscope is being. how gay.

eh.. what else.. i havent been on here a while.. ;like always, liveournals always last to get updated.. sorry to say.. dereks getting more into myspace. makes me happy.

god damn it, no one is on line.. when i got to sleep.. everyones on.. when i wake up.. where did everyone go? yeah.. yeah some of a bitch.

eh.. what else what else what else.. nervious about getting my eyebrows done somewhere else.. what if.. what if what if.. well it only takes about a month for it to grow back.. thats horrible to think about..

i cleaned my room.. yeah its a mirricle. vacummed and everything.i should really do another load of lsaundry.. theres always laundry..

man, this is the busyest time of hte year. got a party on saturday, jenns bday, everybodys bday.. blah. busy time till welll january.. its those little times in between you have to treasure with your freinds.

aubery we need to schedule... planning!!
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