"The Painful Realization"
She lies quietly behind me, asleep on the couch. She is so beautiful. But the circumstances for which she is here is well...unforgiving. I am the "other man" or atleast I once was. It's this morning that I realize I am only a temporary solution a momentary get away. I am in.....do I dare use the L word? It's true though. Sadly she doesnt feel the same way. She's decided to leave him finally and in the midst of all her plans of where she might go and what she might do, no where was I mentioned. I am her past being tortured in her present. The sun is rising and it will be the worst sunrise of my time. Where do I go from here? Should I turn around and lose myself in her, till she wakes and I am dismissed? I don't know. Do you? Should I beat her like her boyfriend does? Is that what women want?(theres sarcasm there. I would never raise my hand to a woman unless she was into that)
How do I turn my back before its done to me? oh wait. It's too late.
How do I turn my back before its done to me? oh wait. It's too late.