why does she still sleep? she remains asleep. why wont she wake?

Mar 20, 2006 06:24

First and Foremost:
if you dont like what i have to say
i wouldnt read on
i suggest not talking to me also,
espeacially about your problems
when you fuck up
you ask for a hand to help you up
the next time you ask
that hand might just turn to fists
so dont come to me when you scrap your knee
im runnning out of bandaids
and of course i still care
always have. always will.

im pretty sick of this
sick of you deciding when you do and dont wanna be a part of my life
doesnt work like that
maybe before.
but not again.
does it hurt to think what we had?
i know.
it hurts me too

love lost but not forgotten

if things could change
if you could change
this might be different
it was alot more then we knew
it was alot more then anyone knew
you gave me:
hope
will
and one of the biggest scars to ever rip across my heart
does it make you happy

your love is a bombshell
your heart, the detenator
and if i plan this just right
maybe we can watch me self distruct together

but i guess that was the plan

I hope you know all the messages in the world cant make it ok
i cared
i cared more then i should have
i know i did
I gave you everything
from body to heart
and you think its still yours

i cant trust
i cant give myself
i cant be who i should be
not with her
not with anyone
and thats not fair to either of us

when you act like a fucking kid
ill treat you like one
shut your mouth
and open your eyes
you have such potential
if only you knew it

i cant blame you forever
but i can damn well try
i dont know if you broke your leg
or you just dont like walking alone
but im not a crutch
i was not put on this earth to to make you feel better everytime you think you need it
thats not fair
not to me or anyone
i cant believe you could be so selfish
but i guess i can really pic 'em

remember:

I will take your hand
I will show you love
but you only get one chance
you had one chance to show me you were different
you had one chance to show me you were not like the others
but just like before
i cant count on you
i cant count on this
i can only count on being here again

you will never hold me again

Emotions catch up to me
but im too fast
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