Sep 25, 2005 01:17
i am sorry.
i am not an honest person, and i am sorry. i should be more open about how i feel.
i am a little self-centered, and i am sorry. it's the only way i think i can have your attention. i know that isn't the truth, but i can't help it.
i am demanding, and i am sorry. i get frustrated when i can't figure out what you want from me, so ignore that you want anything.
i am mean more often than i should be, and i am sorry. i'm just a lot more insecure that i let on and i try to hide it. i am trying to learn to cope better.
i am not good with emotion, and i am sorry. everything i've ever known says that emotion is a weakness. i am trying to out grow this.
i am thoughtless when i speak, and i am sorry. a lot of injuries have worn me down and made cold. i am trying to grow beyond this, too.
i do not say "i love you," nearly enough, and i am sorry. i should be more open about how i feel.
.I LOVE YOU.
**when i can, i will. try to understand, that when i can, i will**