i don't know what is wrong with me...
i couldn't feel more like nothing right now. i don't know what is wrong with me. i woke up and just felt like...nothing. i mean, i woke up happy, happy is always my initial wake up feeling now, but it only lasted a minute. once i was out of bed, i realized i felt completely drained and useless. worse, i realized this isn't a new thing. i've been feeling like this for a few days now. i don't know what's up. i just hope it goes away soon. i mean, i love our apartment and our new city and all that jazz, it's not the relocating or anything, i just don't know what it is. i guess it's probably a hormonal thing. i hope. bad eating habits lately, getting back on a regular sleeping schedulel, all that stuff...anyway, i'm gonna go. bye.
**no more promise no more sorrow**