Jan 28, 2008 01:19
Let's..let's write.
So I felt like I needed air just earlier. How is it they can all breathe in here?
I just got this pink, cozy, warm robe by the way -- with a hood to cover me.
I went out on my balcony and just sat there.
I just needed to breathe. I think I listened, watched, and just kinda thought for a while.
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Soleil asked me to ask the boys what they said about us. It was actually..funny. Because yeah, they would tell me and not her.
It was just the way she lingered, kind of hidden in the doorway, and quietly asked me to ask them.
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Arseni & Scott asked me to come in their room just now. I sat and talked until Scott fell asleep and until Arseni was talking with his eyes closed. He said we're good roommates and he has an image of a cat for each of us. I said that they looked like little boys when they were asleep. He went a step further and said that it's because they're vulnerable and don't know what to do, just like little kids. They looked..so cute in their two little beds. As I left, I said "goodnight little boys" and shut off the light. Arseni said, "goodnight little girl." For some reason, I don't feel bad sharing that title.
I hope Scott's okay.
Goodnight.
scott,
arseni,
soleil